Sunday, 14 July 2019

Where they stuck an endoscope down my throat through

Where they stuck an endoscope down my throat through



Away in the face of death leaving only what is truly important remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose you are already naked there is no reason not to follow your heart about a year ago I was.

 Diagnosed with cancer I had a scan at 7:30 in the morning and it clearly showed a tumor on my pancreas I didn't even know what a pancreas was the doctors told me this was almost certainly a type of cancer that is incurable and that I should expect to live no longer than three to six months my doctor advised me to go home and get my affairs in order which is doctors code for prepare to die.

 It means to try and tell your kids everything you thought you'd have the next 10 years to tell them in just a few months it means to make sure everything is buttoned up so that will be as easy as possible for your family it means to say your goodbyes I live with that diagnosis all day later that evening I had a biopsy.

 Where they stuck an endoscope down my throat through my stomach and into my intestines put a needle into my pancreas and got a few cells from the tumor I was sedated but my wife who was there told me that when they viewed the cells under a microscope the doctor started crying because it turned out to be a very rare form of pancreatic cancer that is curable with surgery.

 I had the surgery and thankfully I'm fine now this was the closest I've been to facing death and I hope it's the closest I get for a few more decades having lived.

Replaced by the lightness of being a beginner again

Replaced by the lightness of being a beginner again


 Replaced by the lightness of being a beginner again less sure about everything it freed me to enter one of the most creative periods of my life during the next five years I started a company named next another company named Pixar and fell in love with an amazing woman who would become my wife Pixar went on to create the world's first computer animated feature film Toy Story and is now the most successful animation studio in the world in a remarkable turn of events.

 Apple bought next and I returned to Apple and the technology we developed it next is at the heart of Apple's current Renaissance and Laureen and I have a wonderful family together I'm pretty sure none of this would have happened if I hadn't been fired from Apple it was awful tasting medicine but I guess the patient needed it my third story is about death.

 I read a quote that went something like if you live each day as if it was your last someday you'll most certainly be right it made an impression on me and since then for the past 33 years I've looked in the mirror every morning and asked myself if today were the last day of my life what I want to do what I am about to do today and whenever the answer has been no for too many days in a row I know.

 I need to change something remembering that all be dead soon is the most important tool I've ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life because almost everything all external expectations all pride all fear of embarrassment or failure these things just fall.

Saturday, 13 July 2019

Flickering light a dancing shadow the great nothing

Flickering light a dancing shadow the great nothing


Dead baseball players coming out of the corn to be with us today after the harbor's there's no place for them to hide fields are empty there's no cover there I'm here to plant a seed today a seed that will inspire you to move forward in life with enthusiastic hearts and a clear sense of wholeness the question is will that seed have a chance to take root or will I be sued by Monsanto and forced to use their sea.

 Which may not be totally Ayurvedic excuse me if I seem a little bit low-energy tonight today whatever this is I slept with my head to the north last night oh man oh man you know how that is right kids yeah woke up right in the middle of Pitta couldn't get back to sleep till bottle rolled around but I didn't freak out you know I used that time to eat a large meal.

 Connect with someone special on tinder because life doesn't happen to you it happens for you how do I know this I don't but I'm making sound and that's the important thing that's what I'm here to do sometimes I think that's the only thing that's important really you know it's just letting each other know we're here reminding each other that we're part of a larger self I used to think Jim Carrey is all that.

 I was just a flickering light a dancing shadow the great nothing masquerading is something you can name seeking shelter in caves and foxholes dug out hastily and Archer searching for his target in the mirror wounded only by my own arrows begging to be enslaved pleading for my chains blinded by longing and tripping over paradise.

Again true desire in the heart that itch that you have

Again true desire in the heart that itch that you have 


Kindness thank you for humility thank you for peace thank you for prosperity say thank you in advance for what's already yours how I live my life that's why I am one of the reasons why I am today say thank you in advance for what is already yours true desire in the heart for anything good is God's proof to you sit before hand to indicate that it's yours already I'll say it.

 Again true desire in the heart that itch that you have whatever it is you want to do that thing that you want to do to help others and to grow and to make money that desire that itch that's God's proof to you sit beforehand already to indicate that it's yours and anything you want good you can have so claim it work hard to get it when you get it reach back pull someone else up each one teach one don't just aspire to make a living aspire.

Please welcome to speak to us the funniest man on earth a performer of legendary comic genius a children's book author of profound depth an individual of enormous compassion who is doing so much to make our world a better place the great Jim Carrey what are you sitting down for I was gonna melt that for a while you guys can stretch that out in post right you can make that longer in the Edit Thank You Bevin thank you all Jai Gurudev I brought one of my paintings.

 To show you today I hope you guys are gonna be able to see it okay it's not one of my bigger pieces so you might want to move down front get a good look at it faculty parents friends dignified guests graduating class of 2014 and all the.

Friday, 12 July 2019

Brings me to the last ingredient in the functioning democracy

Brings me to the last ingredient in the functioning democracy


Town if you find yourself only hanging around with people of your own race or ethnicity or religion include people in your circle who have different backgrounds life experiences you'll learn what it's like to walk in somebody else's shoes and in the process you will help to make this democracy work.

 Brings me to the last ingredient in the functioning democracy one that's perhaps most basic it has already been mentioned and that is participation class of  I understand that one effect of today's poisonous political climate is to push people away from participation in public life if all

 You see when you turn on the TV is name call if all you hear about is how special interests lobbying and partisanship prevented Washington from getting something done then you might think to yourself.

 What's the point of getting involved here's the point when we don't pay close attention to the decisions made by our leaders when we fail to educate ourselves about the major issues of the day when we choose not to make our voices and opinions heard that's when democracy breaks down that's when power is abuse that's when the most extreme voices of our society fill the void that we leave that's.

 When powerful interests and their lobbyists are most able to buy access and influence in the corridors of power because none of us are there to speak up and stop them participation in public life doesn't mean that you all have to run for public office though we could certainly use some fresh faces in Washington but it does mean that you should pay attention.

News business that is separate from opinion makers

 News business that is separate from opinion makers


Ways that'll only reinforce and even deepen the political divides in this country but if we choose to actively seek out information that challenges our assumptions and our beliefs perhaps we can begin to understand where the people who disagree with us are coming from now this requires us to agree on a certain set of facts to debate from that's why we need a vibrant and thriving.

 News business that is separate from opinion makers and Talking Heads [Applause] that's why we need an educated citizenry that values hard evidence and not just assertion [Applause] as Senator Daniel Patrick Moynihan famously once said everybody is entitled to his own opinion.

  His own facts still if you're somebody who only reads the editorial page at the New York Times tried glancing at the page of The Wall Street Journal once in a while if you're a fan of Glenn Beck or Rush Limbaugh try reading a few columns on the Huffington Post website it may make your blood boil your mind may not be changed but the practice of listening to opposing views is essential.

 Effective citizenship it is essential for our democracy [Applause] and so too is the practice of engaging in different experiences with different kinds of people if I look out at this class and I realized for four years in Michigan you have been exposed to diverse.

 Thinkers and scholars professors and students don't narrow that broad intellectual exposure just because you're leaving here instead seek to expand it if you grew up in a big city spend some time with somebody who grew up in a rural.

Thursday, 11 July 2019

Role to play for NGOs philanthropy and so forth

Role to play for NGOs philanthropy and so forth



Home why are we sending money overseas sadly it is one of the area's the only areas where Democrats and Republicans agree in this in the United States is on foreign aid and repeatedly you've seen public opinion surveys where people wildly overestimate what  we spend on foreign aid they think 25 percent of the federal budget is going to foreign aid and helping people other than folks in their towns and their communities so the need for public education in the ways.

 We talked about that promote that that tell a good story that point out that this is actually a bargain that connect what we do with respect to development to security not in in a perfect correlation but to say that look if you've got failed States then generally some of that's gonna spill over on us if you have economies that are failing ironically if.

 You are concerned about immigration and mass migration it's really a good investment to make countries work so that people can eat because then it's not like they're dying to get on a dinghy and float across an ocean if the place the country.

Were they were born and they loved was functioning so so thinking about ways in which we describe this both as an economic imperative a environmental imperative a security imperative the more we can influence public opinion the more you'll see politicians respond that doesn't mean that there is not an enormous.

 Role to play for NGOs philanthropy and so forth but and I've said this to both Bill and Melinda even with the incredible generosity and enormous skill with which they've deployed their their resources over the years the u.s. budgets still bigger a lot.

Generosity when they see a specific story of a child

Generosity when they see a specific story of a child 



I'm sorry we don't want to educate our girls and women as a practical matter they may you may see that in in certain countries but at the level of our multilateral institutions there should be a broad consensus and so what what I would hope for is that we come up with concrete plans in those areas oftentimes with respect to the the sustainable development goals our areas where there is a consensus on at least the aims if not always the means and think about how can.

 We improve delivery systems how can we improve their operations on a day to day basisin some places to actually getting it done but generally speaking there's not a there aren't that many folks who will explicitly  but ultimately the last point.

 I would make that requires leaders to feel as if it matters and is important that in turn requires the public think that it matters and is important because unfortunately what you discover is is that most politicians and elected leaders are followers and not leaders they they're called leaders but.

 Most of the time they follow they they see what do their constituencies care about and they respond and one of the biggest challenges that we've had is that and I speak most intimately by the United States the general public responds with enormous.

 Generosity when they see a specific story of a child who's hungry or somebody who's been stricken by you know a flood but when it comes to just a general knowledge or interest in development funding not only the not know much but they oftentimes have a negative reaction because their view is we've got a lot of needs here. 

Wednesday, 10 July 2019

Arthropoda is the largest community in the animal kingdom

  Arthropoda is the largest community in the animal kingdom


The longest spider bird man in the diagonal is spider.  Topical sour spiders make up the largest snake.  The world's smallest ant is the labor worker. T is the most heavier water pest, a large water bug or an electric light bug - the monkey) is the longest beetle of Hercules (Beetle).  That's the smallest recorded kitak Battlelord - Wing Fairy Fly and Harviving Beatles - (Gradient).

  That's the most terrifying ant Black Bulldog ants.  The world's longest bee leaf cutter is fly.  That's the world's smallest fly (Bee) Trigonia Dukeie. The world's largest filled wasp is a wasp whistle. The world's smallest butterfly is Blue Dwarf. The biggest fly fly is the robber.  That's the world's worst scorpio.

North Africa's Sahara series. There are 1500 species of mosquitoes. Pests require vitamins 'B'. Butterfly uses vision senses for courtship.  One of the spiders is water.

  Arakapoda - Arthropoda is the largest community in the animal kingdom.  For your report Out of the 4629 breed mammals in the world, 390 live mammals in India and 107 species of wild animals and 12 species of mammal species are registered in Gujarat.  In the Asian continent, only wild animals in the Gir forest forest of Junagadh are found in the Asian Indian lions and in the desert area of ​.

Tigers and lions also eat a small amount of grass in order to improve digestion.  Rhinoceros is made of hair zodiac.  The blackbuck named Blackbuck is mainly found in the Velavadar National Park.  Lizards can survive even after leaving a tail.

Locals migrate to other places due to their population increase

  Locals migrate to other places due to their population increase



Exposing the body of the spinal cord with the silk thread out of the body!  Use as a lattice.  That slug and snail breathes through the lungs on the outer part of the body.  3 mosquitoes have Lemistent Satin (glossy silk fabrics) highest.  There are attractions.  The most poisonous spider black window spider in the world. 

 Flea does not have wings.  Vanda has three simple eyes.  The name of the biggest known moth is in Hercules Emperor.  The locals migrate to other places due to their population increase.  Female mosquito noise attracts male mosquitoes from gnosis. Queen of bees has an average of 15 lakh eggs in her lifetime, she works only to lay eggs.  Idadi - Mite has eight legs.

 The female breed of mosquitoes bites the human.  Water Bottom floats downwards above Corixidae kitak later.  Green bottles are usually found in slaughter houses.  Foul, monkeys also cause malaria by mosquito bites.  The choice of food for silver fish is starch and sugar.  In which kitak the king, queen, soldier and group of workers are generatormates.  Mosquitoes have 47 teeth, one pair of legs and one pair of legions, and two pair of legs, with its segment.

 Water snail provides calcium to its shell fish in an aquarium. In pits, dragon flakes and damselfalite pests lay hunting, mating and eggs in the sunlight. Indian smallest cactus is the Circles jewel. Indian largest butterfly is the length of southward birdwings wings 1 9 cm.  M  Is there.  The most common varieties of pests are Coleoptera, 2, 90, 000 species.The world's longest insect stick kitak.  That's the smallest microphoots of the world in the world.  

Tuesday, 9 July 2019

Now responsibilities have been having in different directions

 Now responsibilities have been having in different directions



Option you don't have a fallback plan there's no plan B when people have a plan B they tend to kind of relax down okay any other a occurring in a hurricane happy so one thing I really want to ask you is that something that stands out about you is like your energy you've got to go at a energy especially for like I see a lot of other 48 year olds they can't match this energy level so do you ever get tired of business uh-huh I would be lying if I say don't get tired of things that I do I do get tired especially because.

  Now responsibilities have been having in different directions six business verticals the energies kind of gets sapped because you're not having the right people in front of you you're forever crying to get the right people that's one of the main challenges and people at your wavelength very difficult to get that's your biggest challenge right now people is the biggest challenge so so one thing I really want to ask you is that not as a businessman but.

 Just as a man as the regular guy what's your biggest challenge in life right now forget the business any entrepreneur the biggest challenge is finance finance and finance any first-generation entrepreneur yeah because if you're trying to expand and grow all the time you need some money you need you need funding all the times you crying for money 24 hours a day all your content life because because you're trying to expand factories manufacturing you need money trading.

 You need money stocks warehousing you need money so you you you into businesses which are which are capital intensive you are going to require shitloads of funding here and does the shitloads of funding bring tension as well in the human level but tension is I think your ability .

Myself bigger than contracting gone and came across

 Myself bigger than contracting gone and came across




Practices and that would be helping me in my later years as I moved onto furniture and I soon realized that there is there was a vacuum and for me all businesses begin with an idea and a thought process of identifying the vacuum like there was a lack of a good designer there's a lack of international design.

 Furniture in the country okay those days which people were ready to lap it up buy it at any cost and there was no suppliers when was this this was in 95 okay so 93 to 95 kept doing contracting then I was looking at something where I could establish.

 Myself bigger than contracting gone and came across this book officio which is a magazine and a catalog for office furniture I send a fax to a couple of companies and because soon enough I got a return reply from a company by the name of Halle Berry synthesis those days Oliver T was the world's second largest office furniture manufacturer and I told them that I would come to Italy and see if I can buy their products for India and represent them in India I had no knowledge 200 square feet office Edna Quincy Road and rest is history I soon started representing.

 Only Oliver resynthesis in 96 but I picked up at least 27 Italian companies representing residential furniture glass pieces glass furniture hardware's each of these companies have now come into India 20 years later and have a showroom or a dealer or a preservative.

 I got them into India 20 years back Wow more than four years have you heard of this millennial word called hustler yeah you know what it means yeah it means someone who works hard consistently like you finish your one you finish one way task and you move on to people like us there's no choice right yeah we don't have.

Monday, 8 July 2019

Interesting you must love in such a way that the person

Interesting you must love in such a way that the person




Happens woman the guy chases after her and therefore she friends owns him she also said that she wasn't sure if that was it or if it was because of what she was dealing with it's typical most women really don't understand what they emotionally respond do in relationships but she has a clue in other words she doesn't know if it was what he was doing showing too much interest or if it was because of what she was dealing with ie her axe and the custody stuff or if it was that she was afraid.

 That I would end up overpowering her personality-wise what she's really saying it kind of makes me afraid that you're going to become controlling and manipulative and try to force me to be around you in other words she fears losing her freedom isn't that.

 Interesting you must love in such a way that the person you love feels free so that tells me that you're not making her feel free but she didn't just want to leave at that point and she wanted to talk about it so he took a walk and talked finally settling into a restaurant for some wine we kept talking about the relationship for a little while and about a date we had planned for the following Saturday she was clearly confused and I was getting frustrated so I told her I don't want to talk about it any longer and I told her that if she didn't want to be with me she didn't have to but that I was done talking about it hang out have.

 Fun hook up so I changed the topic after about a half-hour or so and then we were kissing holding hands and eventually having sex in the parking lot in the back of my SUV nice recovery dude you stood off yourself you're like I'm not down with this bullshit.

Always but again we should have been having fun in person

Always but again we should have been having fun in person




Therapist when she's not asking for when she's not asking for advice when she's not asking to talk about things or when she's not sharing this stuff with you it's a bad way to go we had a couple of long phone calls you should have said you know what we should get together and talk about that over dinner what are you free to get together and then that way.

 I can give you my undivided attention but instead you're acting like the therapist or the emotional tampon and the telephone and this is instead of being her lover her rocker mountain now you're like the friend you want to always be the lover the rock the mountain not the gay male girlfriend at the other end of the telephone we had a couple of long phone calls like we used to and they were fun.

 Always but again we should have been having fun in person that's why I say hang out that means make a date physically together in person have fun when you're hanging out and a hookup you're hanging out but digitally you're having fun but digitally and you can't hook up why because it's digital you're not following the formula at this point bro is begin her interest in Attraction level definitely had fallen last Monday I asked her out for dinner which was the next day when we met up after greeting me with a kiss and a hug and walking with me hand in hand she turned.

  I'm sorry I've been distant by my feelings have changed and I don't think I want to see you anymore I'll Alfa never see the little rascals for my love 20s 30s she went on to tell me that this was a pattern of hers and that she typically runs as soon as the guy shows too much interest translation when a guy shows me that he's more into me than I am into him it caused me to go I'm confused I you know I really like you and then she backs off and what.

Sunday, 7 July 2019

That's made in a factory you just want to eliminate

That's made in a factory you just want to eliminate


First item that's sugar I talk about sugar a lot on beer biceps so I'm not gonna get deep into that topic all you've got to know is that in your fight against weight loss sugar is your biggest enemy you want to keep it as far from you as possible now add beer biceps I promote a fun and fitness balance so I know that completely eliminating sugar is a little difficult but your job if you want to burn fat and if you want to reach your fitness goals is to minimize.

 Sugar once you minimize sugar and you're able to almost eliminate it out of your diet the second step is to eliminate everything processed this includes everything from lays to those Cheerios as we call them in India which are those little you know snacks people eat at tea time two biscuits anything.

 That's made in a factory you just want to eliminate it from your diet it's got a lot of preservatives it's got a lot of dirty carbohydrates it's got a lot of dirty fats and it's keeping you from becoming the best version of yourself and at this point it's all about priorities so I know it's a little bit difficult to eliminate these things if they're a part of your lifestyle but it starts with not buying them not keeping those food items at home I'm a fitness YouTube I'm a fitness blogger.

 One-to-one relation with my career I am supposed to be super serious about my diet and even if I keep these food items at home it becomes very difficult for me to resist them but when I don't buy them at all I see a change in my body in weeks and that's what you can also do you feel like oh why am I not losing that stubborn belly fat it boils down to these two simple food items just get rid of them don't bring them home okay moving on to the fourth point which I personally feel is the most.

This is the right time to take up strength training forget

This is the right time to take up strength training forget


Lot of times you'll see that the older women are actually taking up weight training because they realized that okay you know my strength levels are going low and as a woman until you reach that age you don't value something like strength or muscle mass but it's all about realizing that you know this is going to happen to your body at some point in the future and if you are in your early twenties if you're in your teams.

This is the right time to take up strength training forget what you grown up hearing about becoming bulky through weights that's not going to happen think about your health think about your long-term future okay moving on to point number three and a lot of people might not think that this is a very women specific point but from my experience as a fitness coach I definitely feel like it is now you've got.

That how you look depends primarily on your diet it depends on the food you select to eat now if you're a woman who's struggling to reach her fitness goals if you have that little bit of baby fat and you see all these bikini models or whatever your fitness goals are if you want to get somewhere you want to burn off that little bit of fat and you've bought into.

 All these diet crazes you bought a lot of diet food and you want multigrain bread and Greek yoga and all these things you need to know that unfortunately you're playing the game wrong burning off that little bit of excess baby fat isn't about selecting diet foods or selecting multigrain bread and things like that it boils down to two very basic food items if you eliminate these two food items from your life you'll see a change in days and unfortunately women all over the world have a tendency.

Saturday, 6 July 2019

I realized that the words have the power to heal

I realized that the words have the power to heal



      •  Again and I stayed quiet next day doctor came to me and said your spine injury is so bad you won't be able to walk again I took a deep breath and I said it's all right the red-state doctor came to me and said because of your spine injury and the fixation that you have in your back you won't be able to give birth to a child again that day I was devastated I still remember I asked my mother why me and that is where I started to question my existence that why am I even alive what's the point of living I cannot walk I cannot paint fine.

 

      • I cannot be your mother and we have this thing in our heads being women that we are incomplete without having children I am going to be an incomplete woman for the rest of my life what's the point people are scared they think I will get divorced what is going to happen to me why me why am i alive we all try to chase this tunnel we all do this because we see light in the end of the tunnel which keeps us going my dear friends in my situation there was Tunnel but I had to roll on but there was no light and that is where.

 

      • I realized that the words have the power to heal the soul my mother said to me this too shall pass God has a greater plan for you I don't know what it is but he surely has and in all that distress and grief somehow or the other those words were so magical that they kept me going I was trying to put that smile on my face all the time was hiding it was so hard to hide the pain which was there but all I knew was that if I will give up my mother and my brothers will give up too I cannot see them.

Where I realized that my half body was fractured

Where I realized that my half body was fractured




Four-wheeler Jeep standing in the corner of the street they said put her in the back of the Jeep and take her to the hospital which is three hours away from this place and I still remember that bumpy ride I was all broken they threw me at the back of the Jeep and they rushed me to the hospital that is where I realized that my half body was fractured and half was paralyzed I finally ended up in a hospital where I stayed for two and a half months I underwent multiple surgeries doctors.

 Have put a lot of titanium in my arm there's a lot of titanium at my back to fix my back that's why people in Pakistan call me the iron lady of Pakistan [Applause] sometimes I wonder how easy it is for me to describe all this all over again and somebody has rightly said that when.

 Y ou share your story and it doesn't make you cry that means you have healed those two and a half months in the hospital were dreadful I will not make up stories just to inspire you I was at the words of despair one day doctor came to me and he said well I heard that you wanted to be an artist but you ended up being a housewife I have a bad news for you you won't be able to paint again because your wrist and your arm are so deformed you won't be able to hold a pen again and I stayed quiet.

 Next day doctor came to me and said your spine injury is so bad you won't be able to walk again I took a deep breath and I said it's all right the red-state doctor came to me and said because of your spine injury and the fixation that you have in your back you won't be able.