Saturday, 6 July 2019

I realized that the words have the power to heal

I realized that the words have the power to heal

      •  Again and I stayed quiet next day doctor came to me and said your spine injury is so bad you won't be able to walk again I took a deep breath and I said it's all right the red-state doctor came to me and said because of your spine injury and the fixation that you have in your back you won't be able to give birth to a child again that day I was devastated I still remember I asked my mother why me and that is where I started to question my existence that why am I even alive what's the point of living I cannot walk I cannot paint fine.


      • I cannot be your mother and we have this thing in our heads being women that we are incomplete without having children I am going to be an incomplete woman for the rest of my life what's the point people are scared they think I will get divorced what is going to happen to me why me why am i alive we all try to chase this tunnel we all do this because we see light in the end of the tunnel which keeps us going my dear friends in my situation there was Tunnel but I had to roll on but there was no light and that is where.


      • I realized that the words have the power to heal the soul my mother said to me this too shall pass God has a greater plan for you I don't know what it is but he surely has and in all that distress and grief somehow or the other those words were so magical that they kept me going I was trying to put that smile on my face all the time was hiding it was so hard to hide the pain which was there but all I knew was that if I will give up my mother and my brothers will give up too I cannot see them.
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